Loving you feels like learning a foreign language. At first it doesn’t make any sense to me and I don’t understand what I keep doing wrong. I’m flustered and I sound stupid. But the point of learning a language is that the more time you spend with it, the better you get. Being in love with you feels like learning more about you, what you like, what you don’t like. Loving you feels like being out and seeing something that reminds me of you. Love is like being fluent in you.

What it feels to love you- Madison Moore

Being with you is an education. Mostly because you are the first boyfriend-material guy I've fallen for. You don't know how all these couple-y things are all so new to me: taking cute pictures, ending a text with 'love you', you coming over with hot choc when I'm feeling down.. I'm still struggling, because a part of me wants to go all out convincing you and me that we can make this good, and another part of me is still guarding my heart so I don't fall apart when December comes. What am I supposed to do? :(